One week of sleepless nights, one week of mapping like crazy. Newdoom's Wad in a week contest was releasing unknown abilities of myself. Blind ambition was awakened and for me it was clear that I wanted to win that contest. With enough effort and lifeblood put into it, I might be able to do it. A few weeks later the results were up and I got my reward: A white t-shirt with a Doom logo on it. But it wasn't for the physical prize, it was more for the reputation that I earned with this release. The map was well-received in the community and that changed a lot in my head, and with the psychological handling of myself. I felt like with enough sweat, anything produced by my creativity was possible.